Alone

So i'm never really alone. I have two brothers so there is never a dull moment at home. and I love all of my close friends and enjoy being with them. However, I prefer to be alone. BELIEVE IT OR NOT I have always been a shy and conservative person. I like to keep a lot of things bottled up and I don't want to deal with other peoples fake-ness and bullshit. I'm not saying that everyone is fake but to be honest i could care less about other peoples problems and drama. I know that sounds heartless. It's not like I don't care about anyone or anything. It just depends on what it is. But the majority of the time people my age care about the dumbest shit like relationships that are not going to last and they try so hard to be with a douche lord type of guy. They care too much about what other people think and do extreme unnecessary shit to be "perfect". the list goes on. I just basically prefer to be alone because I feel more comfortable. Some people need followers or a group of people always around them to feel comfortable which I can understand but some other people, like me, can just be comfortable being independent... i guess that's a big thing that plays into it. I am very independent and I don't base what I do on other peoples opinions and I don't anyone to help me or "hold my hand" through most the shit I do. I view being dependent as weak. You are never going to learn or make it in the world if you are too fuckin dependent. That's like one of  my biggest pet peeves..... yeah that is basically it.